•くらやみ • S Ë C R Ë † • {If you could live forever, what would you live for?}

In my world it's different.

思いもよらない夢を
なぜだろう
見てる　毎日
君のことはもう
忘れたはずなのに
この胸に止めどなく溢れてく

君のすべてを誰よりも　そう
こんなに想っているのに
また今日もひとり目が覚めたなら
叶わない夢　知りながら
君に　溺れてく

今夜眠りにつく頃　そっと
私の夢で会いに来て
数えきれない夜をそう君と
過ごせたなら　もう何も
いらなかったのに...

会いたい　会えない
気持ちと　現実が
目の前が滲み歪んで見えるよ
どうかお願い　もう泣かないで
心迷ってしまうけど

† あたし †

. Beatrice .
. Michiyo .
. LEO .

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† ゆめ †

Get into NAFA.
Do well for DBA.
Get a Grand Piano.
Learn how to drive.
Create a Master Piece.

Sunday, November 29, 2009 /12:30 AM

The first time in my life, a faci said that I did not submit my RJ -_-
Stupid LEO was screwed up and so I sent through e-mail but apparently she didn't check >_>
Took hours to complete that RJ too... had difficulties to think and had to visit the washroom frequently because of my stupid nose -_-

Anyways, went to watch New Moon Baby!
New Moon is so much better than twilight, well maybe it's got to do with the new director...
In any case it was so awesome!
Went hyper at some sences... ahhhh~
And it sort of got me moving up my sit at times too... especially the fighting sences... damn awesome man!
It's the shit in town! GO AND WATCH ALL TWILIGHT FANS!!!!!!!

Ahhh~~~~
Feeling so much better now.... haha I really don't mind getting the DVD or blueray for this...
Will be saving up to buy it... or maybe... I ask my dad... hehe >.<

I'm really glad that I manage to think of something for my last parts of the illustration....
Was having problems yesterday that I even felt like giving up... was totally lost in space...
I need to own people in Tekken man.... "Yuki where are you when I need to own you!!!"
Haha >.<
Tekken 6 is out!!!!! I want to see the demo.... gosh... can't wait...
Hmm... I wonder how much it is...

Anyways, I'm glad to see my brother again... have another partner to disturb +u+ hehe
Well, he is looking better than ever... have so many ideas to dress him up... when I start working again.... I don't mind bringing him to shop for clothes.... A MAKEOVER!!!!
He don't really know how to dress himself at times >_>
Had a fruitful time as a Family.... ^^

Piano was fine today... enjoyed myself a little but not the journey of going there as usual...
Its just so far away... I don't really want to give up on this teacher, she's good but has some flaws too...
But overall, she is a very good teacher... just need to brush up on what she should know as a teacher here in Singapore.
It was pretty funny...
Teacher: Off the lights so you can see better... it's so dark now....
Me: hmm... *tries to on the lights
Off = On
She's really cute at times....

Oh after dinner with my family, we walked around AMKhub, got some ice-cream and yogurt... I went to steal from everyone... so I didn't need to buy one for myself ^^ wee~
Save money and I got to try all three different flavours~

Bought Transformers 2 blue ray! The effects on TV is so gonna be amazing!
Ahh~
Both some Piano CD collection too ^^ Full of classical music...
It's quite amazing that I can keep track with many types of music at a time...
I'm one heck of a music lover ^^

Gosh it's so late now... not keeping track of time again -_-
Alright, shall turn in now...
Oyasumi~

♥ みちよ

Thursday, November 26, 2009 /10:07 PM

Okay not that serious as the picture above but soon I'll be if I don't recover soon. >_>
Today's Math lesson was the longest lesson in my life...
Was practically half dead... didn't do any slides at all... but manage to learn something.
A thousand thanks to Xin Yi for her help and guidance since the day I was in the same team as her for math. ^^

All deadlines for the project we are doing for my IG is this Sunday, and I think I'll be dead if I don't complete it soon...
Must help Yuki too... she's in trouble as well...
Ah shit piano too... this is hell...
OMG!
Ah... shit must rest now... starting to feel feverish again.
Rest well now and finish my illustration ASAP!!!! ahhh....

♥ みちよ

Friday, November 20, 2009 /7:04 PM

Went to Maksim Mrvica Concert Classique on Wednesday night.
His music is still in my head, still very fresh.
I always knew he was a great pianist but that night, the experience showed me that he was not only a great pianist but also a explorer.
Don't really know whether this makes any sense but...
Through his music, I felt his emotions his past experiences.
We all know that at his time he experienced World War II and what he saw and experienced was seen and felt through his music.
It was one awesome concert and I look forward to his next concerts.
If I have the money, I'll travel to go for his concerts but not only him but many other great pianist in the world.

Hall Of The Mouncain King and Ballade no.2 in b minor were great...
Not sure whether he played Alexander The Great but it is also one of my favourite piece.
For Ballade no.2 in b minor, it gave me goosebumps. The energy that was put into this piece can't be played as energetic as Maksim.
This piece of music was like the rain making fun of you. Drizzle at first and a amazing change to sudden thunder and lighting...

I didn't even felt like getting up from my sit when the concert ended... Ah his chemistry for the piano was just so strong.
Okay maybe its just because its my first time in a piano concert and that's why I'm so amazed by him but really, Maksim is truly an amazing talented Pianist, who went through many difficult and dangerous encounters.

♥ みちよ

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 /11:34 PM

Did this for Yuki ^^
And the one below was drawn my Syuk! Awesome man!!!!

♥ みちよ

Saturday, November 14, 2009 /9:27 AM

夕月夜　顔だす　消えてく　子供の声
遠く遠く　この空のどこかに　君はいるんだろう
夏の終わりに2人で抜け出した　この公園で見つけた
あの星座　何だか　覚えてる?
会えなくても　記憶をたどって　同じ幸せを見たいんだ
あの香りとともに　花火がぱっと開く
行きたいよ　君のところへ　今すぐ　かけだして　行きたいよ
まっ暗で何も　見えない　怖くても大丈夫
数えきれない星空が　今もずっと　ここにあるんだよ
泣かないよ　昔　君と見た　きれいな空だったから
あの道まで　響く　靴の音が耳に残る
大きな　自分の影を　見つめて　想うのでしょう
ちっとも　変わらないはずなのに　せつない気持ちふくらんでく
どんなに想ったって　君は　もういない
行きたいよ　君のそばに　小さくても小さくても
1番に　君が好きだよ　強くいられる
願いを　流れ星に　そっと　唱えてみたけれど
泣かないよ　届くだろう　きれいな空に
会えなくても　記憶をたどって　同じ幸せを見たいんだ
あの香りとともに　花火がぱっと開く
行きたいよ　君のところへ　小さな手をにぎりしめて
泣きたいよ　それはそれは　きれいなそらだった
願いを　流れ星に　そっと唱えてみたけれど
泣きたいよ　届かない想いを　この空に...。

♥ みちよ

Thursday, November 12, 2009 /8:06 PM

Taking a break from the world for a while...
Had a brain blasting Math lesson in the day >.<>_>
Thanks to Clement... his virus passed it to me...

Well RJ done, evaluation one.... time to refresh some of my Math questions for tommorow's Math UT1... All the best to all ^^
I do hope the questions will be easy and clear enough for me to understand... >.<

After dinner, I manage to bring up the topic of going to watch Maksim's performance OwO
Wee~

He's one of my favourite pianist idol... though I can never play like him... he is a motivator.

SYNOPSIS

He is the prince of piano, the magician of melody.
MAKSIM is credited for giving classical music a makeover, making it an enjoyable and easy listening pleasure for the audience.
A platinum record selling artiste, MAKSIM, has thousands of fans all over the world. His charisma, coupled with a talent for connecting the feeling of the audience, has made him an international icon. With his unique crossover of pop/classical music, MAKSIM has played to sensational sell-out concerts of more than 30,000 people in Hong Kong and Taiwan in March this year.
Now, the rare opportunity of seeing MAKSIM live in Singapore performing at the Esplanade Concert Hall, where he will be staging Concert Classique, One on One for two nights only.
Let MAKSIM, the piano virtuoso, captivate you with his enigma and enthrall you with the fantasies of his music.

~~~~~~

Well I'm going!!!!!!!! Can't wait >.<

♥ みちよ

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 /8:34 AM

In school now, it is 8.35 am and lesson has not started.
There's Internet for now... have to do everything including my RJ and quiz before going home :(
Internet still down at home... its hell.

okay lessons is starting now.... -_-

♥ みちよ

Monday, November 9, 2009 /8:31 AM

Love Plus >.<
Meet my Girlfriend!!!!!
ネネさん~

Take a look at this.... I was searching throught the net and found this....
And I thought it was like the right thing...

Love Plus　Real chick
　 │　　　　　　│
　 │　　　　　proposal
　 │　　　┌─┴─┐
　 │　　fail　　　success
　 │　　　│　 ┌─┴──────┐
　 │　　　│　fail　　　wedding
　 │　　　│　 │ 　　┌──┴──────┐
　 │　　　│　 │exploitation　baby born
　 │　　　│　 │　　│　　　　 ┌─┴─┐
　 │　　　│　 │　　 │　betrayal　 divorce
　 │　　　│　 │　　 │　　　 │　　　 │
　 │　　　│　 ↓　　 ↓　 │consolation cost
　 │　　　└→hell ←┴───┘
　 ↓
heaven

Its heaven when I'm with ネネさん >.<
Haha.... I'm still straight okay... just for this game I'm a boyfriend to her ^^
And I'm a damn good Boyfriend.... unlike someone *coughs* "yu...k..." nevermind

I made a song for her and I'm gonna upload it soon ^^ wee~~

♥ みちよ

Sunday, November 1, 2009 /1:09 AM

This is especially dedicated to Yuki-san ^^
Was in practicing the piano at the music school and thought about her while practicing. So randomly I came up with this song that I'm not sure whether I can replay it again. Luckily I recorded it....
It was raining heavily today, it was a good thing and a bad thing... but it is sure a good thing right now... It's so cooling~
Well this song is also for all of my friends... hope it helps you all to relax from your taxing studies ^^ enjoy....
Sorry for the lousy phone sound quality >.<

♥ みちよ