•くらやみ • S Ë C R Ë † • {If you could live forever, what would you live for?}

In my world it's different.

思いもよらない夢を
なぜだろう
見てる　毎日
君のことはもう
忘れたはずなのに
この胸に止めどなく溢れてく

君のすべてを誰よりも　そう
こんなに想っているのに
また今日もひとり目が覚めたなら
叶わない夢　知りながら
君に　溺れてく

今夜眠りにつく頃　そっと
私の夢で会いに来て
数えきれない夜をそう君と
過ごせたなら　もう何も
いらなかったのに...

会いたい　会えない
気持ちと　現実が
目の前が滲み歪んで見えるよ
どうかお願い　もう泣かないで
心迷ってしまうけど

† あたし †

. Beatrice .
. Michiyo .
. LEO .

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† ゆめ †

Get into NAFA.
Do well for DBA.
Get a Grand Piano.
Learn how to drive.
Create a Master Piece.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009 /10:02 PM

My Loves !

The sleepy Baby

The "Wants" Attention Baby

The playful puppy Baby

The Emperor

The Penguin Baby

The Angry Baby

She mostly understands Chinese...

Pretty different, her tongue doesn't match her looks...

Haha... but she's lovely

The Gang

My so "called" last day of work. Didn't expect it to be the last too.

Somehow I did enjoy myself... minus the tiredness though.

And of crouse I did picked up lots of new knowledge too... ^^

Will miss them!

Okay...

Reached home at around 3.50 pm and quickly got online to search for a location which is near Arab street... Had to meet up my new teacher for lessons...

Amazingly we managed to find the place with some difficulty of crouse.

Reached there before 5pm! Yes! hahahaha!!!!! Oh sorry...

Anyways, went up to the place and I had an hour of lessons first...

She taught me the proper way of the fingers and the meaning of why different fingers are needed to be on a certain key.

Played all scales only, it wasn't easy at first... there are many basic stuffs that I wasn't taught by my 1st teacher... Which is really, really bad...

I kind of like this teacher, she's like the music teachers from the music schools in London or something....

And she when we were about to leave she mentioned about concerts again -_-''

The bad thing about today was... my mum's car was stretched...

She was pretty upset of crouse... well let's just hope that the mark would be gonna after polish.

♥ みちよ

Monday, March 30, 2009 /9:35 PM

Yesterday I met up with my new piano teacher and yes I have been changing my teacher and this is the 3rd one so far... not my fault...
1st teacher - She won't be in town frequently
2nd teacher - Went back to Russia urgently for a good reason.

I was introduced to this 3rd teacher by my 2nd teacher, a Russian as well...
Her knowledge of English is not that good... will try my best to understand her...
Maybe I would pick up a little of the language too... haha...

She is very professional but it's kind of scary too...
I'm not good at change... I need time to get use to it...
Her way of teaching would be different and the way of playing too.
But I do wish to learn as much as I can from this teacher, I really do.
The only trouble would be is that I have to travel all the way to Stamford House to have my lessons...
Will be meeting her tomorrow to get a book from her... it would be a tick book of scales...
Gosh I'm gonna be dead... which means that I will be spending lots of time practicing...
haha, I don't mind though...

Oh and she said that I would need to take part in concerts!!!!
Which part of my face says that I'll be really for it!
SERIOUSLY! My fingers even stumble during examinations...
Playing in front of people... well it's just not me... Gosh!
Well... ah... Well guess that it would probably be a good thing.... will it?

Okay this will be so random...
I love Facebook!!!
OK finally I got that out of my system... ^^

♥ みちよ

Saturday, March 28, 2009 /3:40 PM

I'm sleepy...
Anyways... this blog is dying so I have to do something about it.
23 days more to my first day of my poly life ^^ kind of excited and a little scared...
Just can't wait to go to school that's all... I need to feed my brain!
Before that, I have a week of camp... two camps in total actually... will be staying over at RP for the 1st camp, just one night (thank god!) and the 2nd camp is just orientation camp... will be seeing Genie there! At least I won't feel like an outcast... OK not that bad but it's just a little scary to be alone in a new school, especially for a school which is so huge.

Gotta shop for more clothes!!! (it's just me, no need to comment)

Next week would be my last week of work ^^
Have to stop working a week before school opens... need time to prepare and relax a little.
Suffered from a serious backache once...

Oh by the way...
I have been updating and re-designing my music blogs!
Check it out will ya...

my collection //PARAMORE (Paramore songs)
my collection //Jmusic (Japanese Songs)
my collection //Kmusic (Korean Songs)

There's not much songs yet (from my prospective) I'm the only one who is doing all these 3 blogs plus this one... Call me crazy... but hey I love music!
Wanted to create one classical music blog but it would be a killer...

♥ みちよ

Thursday, March 19, 2009 /9:19 PM

Have been working for 3 days ago already... ah it can be very tiring at times.
Didn't went for work today... there was enough people... so kind of wanna do my own stuff today.
Finally had time to practice piano!!!
Didn't had the chance to practice yesterday... worked from 8.30am to 7.30pm!
Actually its fine with me... its just that... after 12.30pm I feel so, so uncomfortable...
Anyways...
Went out with Zhon Jin to buy the Adidas bag that she's dying to buy.
At first we went to Northpoint but there was no stock... so we headed to Ang Mo Kio.
After we bought the bag, we headed to popular... and I saw this hard cover book that looks like it cost at least $30 plus... but it was at only $6.90. I almost bought it...
At around 3pm plus, I reached Yin Jie's house... not for swimming but went to the gym instead.
I felt so good after exercising!!!!
The feeling is so good that I have no idea how to explain it.
Should do it more often since I don't have the time to jog in the morning anymore :(

♥ みちよ

Friday, March 13, 2009 /8:48 PM

Departures

If you flip through the newspaper and saw this advertisement on jobs and it says departures, what do you think this job would be? A travel agency?...
Haha, nope...
It is about sending the dead to a new place...

Go watch it! It's good, trust me! We'll maybe to some who loves action..
then this is not for you...

5 stars for this!!!

Actually the way that they send the dead is pretty cool...
OK, I won't say anything about how they do it...
But if you have watched it... then you'll know what I mean.
Ok I'll just say this... I may want the same way they sent the dead when my time comes.

♥ みちよ

Tuesday, March 10, 2009 /11:14 PM

Went to RP this morning...
And gosh the queue was shockingly long...
Just think about it, I was there queuing up at 10am and went out of RP at 2.45pm!!!
It was crazy! Even I could do a better job in organising the procedure.
There was so many queue, some people were even confuse...
Well at least I gotten everything done today...

I bought my very own notebook!!! >.< hehe yay!!!
Need to charge for 12 hours...
that means I would need to wake up at 4.30am later...
ah!!! I need to sleep...

Will be playing Basketball with my brother tomorrow morning ^^
Ok I'm really bad at it but... I try...

♥ みちよ

Monday, March 9, 2009 /10:16 AM

Can't wait to start school!
I will be going to RP for some enrollment thingy and later on I'll get a laptop >.<
Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait!!!!
Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait!!!!
Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait!!!!

LOL, ok that's enough....

♥ みちよ