Went to NAFA Open house yesterday...
Well in my heart I really want to take up fashion studies but in my head it would be business...
So I'm kind of confuse, somehow....
My mum is making me feel bad about not wanting to take over the company...
Well maybe she didn't mean it but the way she put it.. it does make me feel bad...
Like I good for nothing....
I've been always the lousiest academic child in my family anyway.
Belle said to me that I have to follow my own dreams not my mums or others...
True... but I still feel terrible and I have no idea why...
maybe it is just what I am... always want to please others first before myself....
I'll have to see on the 30 Jan... whether I like the course they give me...
Well, if I'm going to Poly, school starts in April...
And if I'm going to NAFA, school starts in the 1 July!!! What am I going to do for at least 3-4 months before school start?
I'm a little worry of getting into NAFA too... I'll have to go through an interview...
And if I don't make it... where am I gonna go... I'll have no school to go to...
Okay I think I'm just thinking too much....
So frustrating...
I think I woke up the wrong side of the bed today... don't come near me.
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