Have been thinking a lot these few days...

Somehow I'm glad that I'm resting my mind from all the problems I had before, I feel so much better. And all those advices I got from friends and my family members, I thank you.

Life is never prefect, it has never been.

It takes lots of hard work to get what you want and to achieve your goals.

I need to improve in my self-discipline and time-management. Time is precious, I'll never know how much time I'm left for living... So why not achieve my goals and dreams before that happens. Love life could wait... haha can't believe that I just mention that, anyway I'll let fate take its path for that. The rest is up to me, how I want my life to be in future and my family.

I can't seem to concentrate on my studies this few days, maybe it's just because it's the holidays... Have been trying real hard to look into my books, picking up my pen and using it with my right hand to write... It's the Thursday and I've not been revising... it's awful! oh man...

Speaking of self-discipline and time-management, I screw them up -_-''

Oh well, there isn't much time, exams are around the corner... got to buck up! I shall remind myself more offend, to knock some sense of urgency into my hallow head. @_@***

I'm gonna receive a prize for my N'level Art on Speech day! ^^ It's something to keep me motivated. Oh man that means I need to go for .... for .... Training -_-''' DIE!

My uncle will be staying with us for 2 weeks ^^ He'll be going back to the states on the 23rd March. I'm glad to have his company... he's nice to talk and be with. Actually I was hoping to visit my other uncles, aunties, cousins at the states and Canada, and my grandma too. Miss her lots... Wish them good health and wealthy plus a less problem free life.

I'm learning how to treasure my life slowly and gently... There will be tough and hard times of crouse... Always will stay strong and to always take note that there will be others worse off then I am. I'm not alone because I have a wonderful family and a bunch of supportive friends around me to hold me back up.

My future goals and dreams with I will work hard for it! :

-Pass with at least 5As and one B3-4 grade

- Enter a Ploythecnic to study Early Childhood

- Carry on with family business plus working on to my savings.

- Use some savings to continue with my Fashion design studies

- Further studies overseas

^^

Will think more when all of this have been done.