•くらやみ • S Ë C R Ë † • {If you could live forever, what would you live for?}

In my world it's different.

思いもよらない夢を
なぜだろう
見てる　毎日
君のことはもう
忘れたはずなのに
この胸に止めどなく溢れてく

君のすべてを誰よりも　そう
こんなに想っているのに
また今日もひとり目が覚めたなら
叶わない夢　知りながら
君に　溺れてく

今夜眠りにつく頃　そっと
私の夢で会いに来て
数えきれない夜をそう君と
過ごせたなら　もう何も
いらなかったのに...

会いたい　会えない
気持ちと　現実が
目の前が滲み歪んで見えるよ
どうかお願い　もう泣かないで
心迷ってしまうけど

† あたし †

. Beatrice .
. Michiyo .
. LEO .

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† ゆめ †

Get into NAFA.
Do well for DBA.
Get a Grand Piano.
Learn how to drive.
Create a Master Piece.

Saturday, December 29, 2007 /4:40 AM

手を繋いでふたりで歩いた
些細な事に泣いたり笑ったりした

あの頃の私達は無邪気に輝いてた

今もしもひとつだけ願いが叶うなら
君にもう一度会いたい

あの雲を越えて空へと続く
果てなき道のりを
君はひとりきり歩いてく事
あの日決めたんだね

ここに伝えたい事も話したい事も
こんなにたくさん残したままで

手を離してふたりは歩いた
些細な事でぶつかり意地張ったりした

くだらない喧嘩さえも今では愛しいよ

今もしもひとつだけ願いが叶うなら
君にもうー度会いたい

あの雲を越えて空へと続く
果てなき道のりを
いつかは誰もが辿るのならば
きっと待っていてね

そしてその時は数え切れない
想い出達と共に語り明かそう

君のいる場所から私は見えるかな
見守っていてくれるかな

ありふれた言葉かも知れないけど
私の心の中で
君はいつの日も君のままで
生き続けてるから

何度季節が巡っていったとしても
ふたりの日々は色褪せない

手を繋いでふたりで歩いた
些細な事に泣いたり笑ったりした

♥ みちよ

Tuesday, December 25, 2007 /4:10 PM

Just gave out my presents to my family members and my Auntie... It's Christmas!
Went to my uncle Mike's house for a Christmas Eve dinner party in the evening...
There where familiar faces and some not so familiar ones...
And had a hearty talk with my auntie with two glasses of red wine, my skin colour turned red after one glass...
That wine was good, I think it came from Italy in the year 2003... tasty red wine ^^
Sat on the swing which I should not have done, my head was so giddy that everything I saw kept on moving in circles. But I'm not drunk okay.
alright got to turn in now... oyasumi nasai

Extras: Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year!
Please visit http://christmas-sharing.blogspot.com/
I made it just for all of you although it might not look very good (*^_^*)

♥ みちよ

Monday, December 24, 2007 /3:33 PM

Just came back from a community walking day and breakfast from the Prata House. Woke up at 7am!
Woke up 6am yesterday to jog for a while and did more Christmas packing later on. Met Zyann at 1.15pm at City Hall MRT station, walked around Raffles City and munched on takopachi ^^
And now the journey continues...
We walked like there is no tomorrow, from City Hall Station to Suntec City mall 'I think'...
The Christmas programme started late, and we were late too...
The sleeping Beauty remix Chinese style performance was good and kind of hilarious.
After that it's rush hour time again! Hahaha, it's tiring but fun ^^
We took the MRT from City Hall to Harbour Front... didn't know that switching trains could be so troublesome and confusing... well at least it's much better then Japan or even China.
Left for Sentosa where the Christmas party was held.
There was music, food and games although I didn't participate much... busy talking to Zyann.
The party ended late at 11.30pm.
Took the shutter bus from Sentosa to Harbour Front Bus interchange... there wasn't any 855 bus service left! The last bus left us.... -_-''
Someone called and told us bus service 124 to TPY bus interchange will be reaching at the bus-stop in 7-10 mins time. Kar Keen Chiong Ah!!! Minna, Hayaku Hayaku!!! Thank God we made it on time... or else we would face a huge sum of taxi fare.
It was about 1am at that time... My mum called me and I knew that I was in trouble... hmm... never mind.
Reach home at 1.15am... took a warm shower, changed and dropped on my bed like a dead log. In 1 minute I was in dreamland.
What a day... If you ask me what I've learnt today, I would say the way to travel even if it's midnight.
Really had fun with Zyann and everyone else.
Oh ya, the Hello Kitty shop... must plan a day to go back there, Zyann was devastated that she wasn't able to go into the shop because all of us was in a rush...
Check out the pictures at Zyann's Blog.

♥ みちよ

Wednesday, December 19, 2007 /9:32 AM

Went to school for the collection of my N level results. I'm promoted! Thank God!
I'm relief man, didn't get the marks I wanted but 8 points for 3 subjects is considered good, an average for me.
Well whats done is done, I did my best and this are the best results I had...
Congratulations to all the promoted students! Zyann, Fenella, Shan Shan, Yin Jie, and many many more... Congratulations!
It is very sad to see some of my friends cry... some didn't make it and I really feel sad for them. If I was them, I would have also cry like them or even harder.
But look at the bright side for a while, it's not all over yet.
If you can repeat try your best in the next exam and get promoted, at least you still got the chance to sit for your O levels.
ITE isn't the worst place of all... there is some pretty good crouses there somehow...
Oh well that's part of life... stressful...

♥ みちよ

Monday, December 17, 2007 /7:54 AM

never did...

かつての強さを与えてくれたあなたを愛し
だから私たちはこれまでのところまだ近くに
あなたは私の心臓は、心と魂
どうもありがとうの思い出

ときにこれらの言葉によると、誰だったのですか
ために誰かがそれですか
ただ彼女は誰？

あなたを見た
しかし、あなたは振り返るしなかった

ありがとうって　言いたかった
ありがとうって　言えなかった
だってそれじゃ　まるで
永遠のさよならみたいで
悲しすぎるから

それが本当に起こったんだと思う

愛してると言いたかった
愛してると言えなかった

しかし、それは決して起こったかと思う

かつての強さを与えてくれたあなたを愛し
だから私たちはこれまでのところまだ近くに
あなたは私の心臓は、心と魂
私があなたを決して忘れない...
It really never did...
written by: Beatrice Zhuang YR

♥ みちよ

Friday, December 14, 2007 /2:29 PM

Huge spending were made today! Well watched Alvin and the Chipmunks with Belle in the morning at AMKhub... it was a great movie, laughed and laughed through out the movie ^^ kind of tired of it but I can't help it. There were some touching parts though... Love Theodore the most!
He is the child of innocence. He is shy, loving, sensitive, gullible, trusting and naive. In short, he is an easy target for Alvin's manipulations. In fact, Theodore often holds the swing vote between his two brothers' choices of action. Simon appeals to Theodore's better nature while Alvin goes straight to bribery.
He constantly gets snack attacks and would always like something to eat.
When Theodore gets nightmares, he will sneak into Dave's room, asks Dave whether he could sleep with him or not... and ends up sleeping on Dave's eyes like a eye blinder.
And Theodore was the first chipmunk to call Dave Dad... Kawaii nee!
After that both of us walked around the hub... Went into apparel shops, Grab and tired it on... like it took it.
Bought a skinny jeans for Belle as her Christmas present... got myself some clothes and some other stuffs too... Well one down... a few more to go.
Hopefully there will be enough cash for me to buy gifts, oh gosh...
Went to Thomson Plaza later on to get some stuffs at Popular and went there again in the night to buy Belle's assessment books for next year,my stationary and some footwear too.
Total up... I've spent about $130 or more today... Oh man... money is not easy to come but it is so easy to go...

♥ みちよ

Sunday, December 9, 2007 /3:26 AM

僕たちは　心に同じ傷跡を残しながら
　　　　背を向けたまま　振り返らずに
　　　　そっと強く歩き出しました

　　　　変わらないひとつのものを
　　　　見つけたと　信じていた
　　　　二人は　それが変わっていくのを感じて　
　　　　一歩離れた　やがて　さらに一歩離れた
　　　　傷つかないように

　　　　ありがとうって　言いたかった
　　　　ありがとうって　言えなかった
　　　　だってそれじゃ　まるで
　　　　永遠のさよならみたいで
　　　　悲しすぎるから

　　　　いつかまた　僕は僕に生まれ変わって
　　　　君を探す旅に出るんだろう
　　　　ある日　ふとした瞬間に
　　　　自分で選んだはずの　新しくて見慣れぬ景色に
　　　　少し戸惑っていたら
　　　　まるで君のような　
　　　　優しい風が吹き抜けました

　　　　愛してると言いたかった
　　　　愛してると言えなかった
　　　　
　　　　だけどそれは
　　　　僕の最大の嘘であり真実だった様な気がする
　　　　いつかまた　僕は僕に生まれ変わって
　　　　君を探す旅に出るんだろう

　　　　ありがとうって　言いたかった
　　　　ありがとうって　言えなかった
　　　　だってそれじゃ　まるで
　　　　永遠のさよならみたいで
　　　　悲しすぎるから

　　　　愛してると言いたかった
　　　　愛してると言えなかった
　　　　
　　　　だけどそれは
　　　　僕の最大の嘘であり真実だった様な気がする
　　　　もしも別の誰かに生まれ変わっても
　　　　君を探す旅に出るから

♥ みちよ

Saturday, December 8, 2007 /10:31 AM

Ayumi Hamasaki 9th album "GUILTY"

Can't wait for Ayumi Hamasaki's 9th album to be release... "Ayumi Hamasaki GUILTY" releases on 1st Jan 2008 in Japan has include the top singles such as "Talkin' 2 myself", "Glitter", "Fated", "decision" and even "Together When...". I'm sure this 14 recorded songs will rock your world. I'm sure this album is one of Ayu's best album ever. Oh and not to mention there will be and extra Special Photo Book... ^^
CD:
1. Mirror
2. (don't) Leave me alone
3. talkin' 2 myself
4. decision
5. GUILTY
6. fated
7. Together When...
8. Marionette -prelude-
9. Marionette
10. The Judgement Day
11. glitter
12. MY ALL
13. reBiRTH
14. untitled ～for her～
DVD:
1. 距愛～Distance Love～ (glitter/fated) ＜short film＞
2. talkin' 2 myself＜video clip＞
3. decision＜video clip＞
4. Together When...＜video clip＞
5. Marionette＜video clip＞
6. (don't) Leave me alone＜video clip＞
7. glitter＜making clip＞
8. fated＜making clip＞
9. talkin' 2 myself＜making clip＞
10. decision＜making clip＞
11. Together When...＜making clip＞
12. Marionette＜making clip＞
13. (don't) Leave me alone＜making clip＞

♥ みちよ

Friday, December 7, 2007 /5:30 AM

What others say about you really doesn't matter at all...
It is what you think and feel that's right.
Yes you might think about it and even feel bad about it for a while, maybe for days...
But you know what, no one can change what you wish for and strive for.
This world, this society is definitely changing...
Sometimes you just wanna change for the changes and to fit into it...
You know what... Changes can be for the better, sometimes it just does not...
I can't really understand people who got their heads messed up...
Well like I said, no one can change someone Else's minds... I'm not gonna bother about it.
I'm just wondering really... what can you achieve from it anyway....?
Take Ayumi Hamasaki for example... I did some research and found out nasty comments about her... one of it was about her copycatting Madonna... you can check out Youtube if you want to.
At first I didn't realized how much similar they both are... Yes people did said that she copied Madonna... so now of all this years she has worked hard for is a copy? I don't think so... Non-Japanese speakers... please do some research on her lyrics in any other languages that you understand... those lyrics she wrote are original... written by her own thoughts, feelings, anything else she had gone through in her life and what she believed in. The videos she posed may look a like, maybe it just happened...
The Japanese do have a original personality which some people dislike, being cute... that's their society... The westerns also have their own ones too... everyone has their own...
I'm not taking sides... these are just facts... I think sometimes its hard for celebrities, artists or even other famous people to face the society... Everyone is looking at you... just imagine you were in their shoes... sometimes your piracy is gone... And sometimes you just wish people could understand you or just leave you alone and don't even bother about your personal life.
Anyway, no matter what other says to you, just follow your heart and do whats right...

♥ みちよ

Thursday, December 6, 2007 /2:34 PM

Wow... It's been such a long time ever since I've blogged.
I've been kind of busy these few days with the house work and some other stuffs.
It's been such a long time I've done the house work, kind of rusty but I'm getting a hand of it. Have been cooking, mostly dinner... it's kind of fun to be in the kitchen, I mean the cooking part not the washing or cleaning part. ^_^
Went out with Zyann and Jolin yesterday and watched Ferd Claus.
Not too bad, I'll rate it 3.5/5 stars...
Not too sure how to review this movie too... there isn't much to say about it. There is the funny and sad part though.
It's time to do some Christmas shopping! hmm... will look forward to it soon... the earlier the better. Don't want to do the last minute stuffs...
I've been updating another blog called Mai Jpop.
Check it out, the link is at the side.
Ayumi Hamasaki's latest first ever digital single (Together When...) rocks.
This ballad is one of the best songs I've ever heard from Ayu. Great vocals...
It's rating will be 5/5 stars! two thumbs up for Ayu forever! ^^

♥ みちよ