•くらやみ • S Ë C R Ë † • {If you could live forever, what would you live for?}

In my world it's different.

思いもよらない夢を
なぜだろう
見てる　毎日
君のことはもう
忘れたはずなのに
この胸に止めどなく溢れてく

君のすべてを誰よりも　そう
こんなに想っているのに
また今日もひとり目が覚めたなら
叶わない夢　知りながら
君に　溺れてく

今夜眠りにつく頃　そっと
私の夢で会いに来て
数えきれない夜をそう君と
過ごせたなら　もう何も
いらなかったのに...

会いたい　会えない
気持ちと　現実が
目の前が滲み歪んで見えるよ
どうかお願い　もう泣かないで
心迷ってしまうけど

† あたし †

. Beatrice .
. Michiyo .
. LEO .

♥ Music & Art
♥ Fasion Design

My other sites =D
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† ゆめ †

Get into NAFA.
Do well for DBA.
Get a Grand Piano.
Learn how to drive.
Create a Master Piece.

Sunday, October 28, 2007 /11:49 AM

The Concert Rehearsal Day

Setting up the stall...

One of the performance...

The gathering part...

Hmm... what a day. We got back home at around 5 plus ...

The rehearsal wasn't that good or bad... hopefully it will turn out much better this coming Saturday ... ^^

♥ みちよ

Saturday, October 27, 2007 /12:05 PM

Woot! Worked for full day today, I'm exhausted. YCK centre didn't have enough teachers today, so help was needed and I had to work for full day this time.
To the children out door activities are fun but to us teachers, it is just so tiring. Carried 3 different children up & down constantly to place them on the slides. Because of one sentence :"Teacher Beatrice again please." Having backaches now... rising a child is not easy at all... REALLY...
Went to Ponggol Plaza for lunch with my mum while the children were taking a nap.
And went to the newest Ponggol centre, my mum had to interview some new teachers... the place is really beautiful.
How I wish I'm a kid for that moment just to enjoy the facilities there.
I went into the Infant room, walked around and checked out the cots, saw a doll... no it wasn't, it was too real, it was a infant... gosh, had a shock of my life for a moment. It was kind of small and it was sleeping...
Went back to YCK, took care of the K1 & K2 group.
Let them did their own drawings and later on taught them how to make a duck and a teapot by using plasticine. Some of them did Roti-Prata because it was much easier. ^^
Left the place at around 5.30pm, another teacher left later because she was the person in-charge of closing up today.
Must rest well today, concert rehearsal is tomorrow ...
Well Jaa Ne...

♥ みちよ

Friday, October 26, 2007 /6:30 AM

Ahrax... so tiring. I've been working at YCK centre instead these few days. I'm taking care of the Pre-EDP group, there's about 5 or more students in the group. Well, they're not as playful as the ones at Springside... Less headaches...
Kai Le is just so Kawaii! He is around 2 yrs? so he is not really good at speaking yet, still baby talks but he is able to say 1 to 10. Love him so much... ^_^
I felt like spoiling him... ^^
Hmm... kind of miss the kids at Springside... Claris, Casius and a few more... Went back to Springside on Wednesday... the whole EDP class was split into half, it's a better way to manage them, smaller class lesser headaches.

I've been thinking twice about what I'm gonna do after passing O'levels... maybe I'll enter NP for a diploma in Early childhood and while looking after the childcare centres, I could continue with my diploma in Fashion Design. Even though Fashion is something I would like to do first, in order to lead a better life for my family and I, a little sacrifice won't hurt.
I love kids a lot and so far I don't mind taking over the centre in a few more years.
There is just so much more adventure to discover out there in this world.
There is just so much more to learnt through out my life.
There is just so much more stuffs to do... I cerish everything I have now and forever.

The concert rehearsal is on this Saturday and I would need to do the videoing again... hopefully my videoing skills are still alive in me >.<
Hopefully this years concert rehearsal will carry out smoothly, unlike before...
Pay day is coming soon (*^_^*) gonna go shopping man! wait, gotta save some of crouse. ^^
Okay, got to go now... Jaa Ne!

♥ みちよ

Sunday, October 21, 2007 /3:18 PM

Fenella stayed over the night at my place. Played Cluedo and some other stuffs during the night, watched TV and chat together with Belle before turning in. We woke up at 6am for our morning excrise and went with Fenella to the Prata place for breakfast. Thankfully Fenella was with me, gave her half of my egg prata.
She went back to bed while I was completing my colouring. She slept for 3 hrs >.<>
It was about 12.10pm then, and my auntie was busy preparing stuffs for tonight's street party at the park; so I decided to buy food back home. Had chicken rice, wasn't able to finish it somehow and so I gave some to Fenella, I think she could be my assistant when it comes to food. ^^
Sent her of to the bus-stop at around 5pm, prepared myself for tonight and rested for a while too. Belle and I helped to decorate the place with balloons and I helped my auntie to fry the Chicken wigs too, her hands was kind of tired... she had to fry about a hundred pieces of chicken wigs and drumsticks.
Many turned up at the park, even saw a few of my neighbours there too. Although the karaoke was killing me, I enjoyed myself. Was so hungry before, but I was too busy helping out till I wasn't hungry anymore... the smile of the fried chicken made me full and some others too... this is trochee. -_-
Watched my dad cooked his famous mee goreng the second time, now I know how to cook it well.
The most stressful part of mine today was to cook the mee goreng for the VIPs because my dad was busy with something else. Had some help from my auntie and another lady. My dad came to check the food and he say it was good ... ^^ Yatta!
Carried out some children's game later on, the children had to use a pair of chopsticks to pick up marbles and transfer it to another bowl ASAP. It was kind of fun, it looks easy but it is not.
We carried out the adult version but without a prize.
Most of the aunties there where very high, but there isn't any wine or beer there... hmm
Shall turn in soon then, it is very, very early in the morning already...
Jaa ne

♥ みちよ

Saturday, October 20, 2007 /11:12 PM

Sora
At my place...

The sky is just so beautiful.
You could even see the moon...
Ah ... Kirei Ne

♥ みちよ

Thursday, October 18, 2007 /1:08 PM

Happy Birthday to Zyann!
Just manage to complete a short video, man it takes hours to complete just a few minutes.
Well it's worth it anyway...
I can see that the children are putting their best proformas to put up a good show for the up coming concert. ^^
Now I know that raising a child is difficult. You need lots of Patience and you'll need to manage the child carefully. And telling someone to keep quite is tiring, no wonder the teachers in school are so tired of asking us to keep quite, it is also to have some management of crouse. You won't be able to run a place without management.
Jun Kai had a slight cough while eating his prorigde... and some food praticles came out and onto me ... -_- yacks ... ^^ haha, and later he gave me that kawaii simle ... haha, Love kids so much >.< even though how playful they can be ... Just love them so much (*^_^*)
Ok got to go now, have been using the computer for 8 hours :P
Jaa Ne

♥ みちよ

Tuesday, October 16, 2007 /1:59 AM

I'm suppose to be at work now. Down with a bad flu and slight cough too... I think I've been going out too often these few days and also not having enough sleep too.
And I will fall sick easily when I come in contact with a huge amount of dust. Thanks to minitoons, I'm sick now... -_-''
Well hopefully I'll get better soon with lots of warm water, cold pills and plenty of rest, shall take a nap later. I want to get back to work soon...
Went to Marina Parade yesterday together with my Mummy, Brother and belle.
Belle had to attend her ballet thingy and so my mummy, bro and I went for shopping.
I bought clothes from Isetan and 浜崎あゆみ A BEST 2 -WHITE- album from Sembawang music store. Browse through Nike, Adidas stores and some others too.
It has been some time that we went out as a family on a Sunday, well my daddy was busy at a meeting anyway... it doesn't matter. Had dinner as a family on Saturday.
Had lunch at the food court after shopping.
Went to fetch Belle at the dance school later on, saw my classmate there and one of the express girl too...
Saw two couple, an American guy and a Indian lady showing there affections in public, oh gosh, get a room... :P Although this might be a modern city, there are still children around and others who might not like it...
Got back home to rest, my flu was getting from bad to worse... -_-
Watched 浜崎あゆみ BEST of COUNTDOWN LIVE 2006-2007 later on. It was good and amazing. Love her concerts always! Love Ayu forever! ^^ haha The lightnings was awesome and the show was a successful one, however for those non-Japanese speakers will be bored at one part of it where they will chat and joke around.
After dinner I watched Taxi (American Ver.) and Superman Returns from 7.30pm all the way till 11.30pm...
This is call slacking, but together with your family... so I'm actually bonding with my family ^^

♥ みちよ

Sunday, October 14, 2007 /2:07 PM

It has been such a wonderful day today.
Finally I manage to meet up with Karen for so long. (*^_^*) It has been 4 years since the last time we were together... thanks to Alfrodo, I manage to contact her... ^^
Met up at Heeren at 11.20am, did some shopping first and later we had our lunch at the wanton noodle stall ^_^ yummy!
After lunch we took neoprints... Ahraxx... It's been 4 years man!
I'm speechless, can't describe my happiness.
Next we head towards Cineleisure for more window shopping and later to Takashimaya.
There was a Kids Fashion show at 2pm at Nee Ann... and we were like: "why not take a seat and watch it. " Sat there for 30 mins and left to continue with our shopping.
I wanted to take a look at some stuffs at AMK Hub, so head towards AMK. Karen went for a hair cut and after that she hate it a lot ... ^^ her long hair was gone, the same reaction as me like before.
Don't go to those $10 hair cut salons like QB, it might be cheap but I don't trust them. No offence... ^^
Went back home after and sleep...
Left the house at 7 for dinner together with my family, parked the car at AMK Hub and walked out the place to find a resturant. Finally after 40 mins for screaching, we ended up in a Japanese resturant, Raman Teh... The food there was pretty good, had my favourite cold Soba >.<
Well, had an enjoyable day... but I'm kind of tired right now...
Okay, got to turn in now, Oyasumi nasai.

♥ みちよ

Friday, October 12, 2007 /12:20 PM

Another day of work ^^ It was sure fun to be with the kids though it was tiring...
I read a story book to the kids today and I repeat the same story, because they want to listen to it again.
Sang some songs with them and I made some of them to sing too, Caius sang the ABC song and switch the Z to X ... ha ha ... so it went like this : W, Z, Y and X and ABC again ... ^^ kawaii Ne ... The quite kid Jun Kai sang Bal Bal Black sheep and it was loud, cute and refreshing, he is one of my favourite ... ahraxx Kawaii (*^_^*)
Saw some of the concert preparations, can't say it's prefect but it was not too bad.
It was kind of messy at some areas though, Kids Ganbatte ne! Put on a great show for everyone.
The rehearsal is around the corner, hmm I need to do videoing again ... -_-
Anyway, can't wait for the actual day to come ^^,
Hmm... wonder what I'll be doing tomorrow...
Oh well got to go ans rest now, can't seem to get enough sleep these few days somehow...
Jaa Ne!

♥ みちよ

Thursday, October 11, 2007 /6:03 AM

Happy Birthday Mummy! <(*^_^*)>
Went out together with Jolin and Zyann Yesterday! As usual, three of us went crazy together. Fri st we head down to J8 to buy my mummy's birthday present. I bought a Lipstick for her at the i nuovi cosmetics shop. And later we walked around and did some window shopping. And later Zyann and I went to find my mummy's Kindergarten at Toh Payoh. It was such a very long walk.
But did had a great time... ^^ Thanks Jolin and Zyann!

Just got back from work an hour ago. Taking care of children is sure tiring ... got to rest now. Yupe, I'm working at my Mummy's Childcare centre... ^^
Well the kids are sure very playful ... there were a few new teachers and kids too.
Oh man, it is kind of difficult to handle kids, especially the playful ones.
Oh well, it has been fun with them but still it is tiring. Oh man, sleeping so sleepy ...
Hmm... I think I'll go and rest now ... Jaa Ne

♥ みちよ

Tuesday, October 9, 2007 /11:09 PM

Happy Birthday to

Karen

&

Farah !

Wishing the both of you the very Best and best wishes in everything you do!
Take care and I wish you good health always!
Pass your exams with flying colours!
^_^

♥ みちよ

/10:05 AM

Visited the ART Singapore 2007 at Suntec today.
There were about 87 galleries from 16 different countries showing millions worth of art works for you and I to soak it all in.
Countries from Australia, China, Hong Kong, India, Indonesia, Italy, Japan, Malaysia, Philippines, Korea, Switzerland, Taiwan, Thailand, USA, Vietnam and our very own local Art works were displayed at the exhibition.
Richard Winkler art pieces were something like Picasso.
There was even a Digitalized fold screen by Lee Yi Nam (Born in Korea), it was something unique and very well done.
Many other Art works can't be describe by words, the art work speaks for themselves.
Most Art pieces where already sold, so I didn't had the chance to view the better ones.
Most Art works cost at around $700 to $70,000 or even more.
To me, this visit is once in a life time. Now I probably have some ideas of toning my Art works and how to blend and contrast with the colours together better.
No Photography were allowed in the exhibition hall, so there isn't any pictures for me to blog with. Gomenasai ...
Well I shall continue watching my Anime then, Jaa Ne ...

♥ みちよ

Sunday, October 7, 2007 /2:37 PM

Having nothing to do is worse than going to school. What to do? Computer, TV and computer again. Let me see what else, practiced piano, drawing... and walking up and down the house doing nothing. Oh man, gotta find a job, in order to keep me busy.

I'm deciding whether I should trim my hair or not. It's kind of long right now, so it will be heartbreaking if I trim it. Will see about it again tomorrow.

Just got back from my cousin Mathew's birthday party at Haig Court. Met Cassandra and Cheryl too... We had one hell of a time enjoying ourselves together, oh and not forgetting Belle and Isabelle too.
Isabelle is just so cute and playfully too... ^^, Kids.
She is only 5 years old and yet she wants to marry to my cousin Wilson, ha ha kids and their weird thinking...

Alright then, it's getting pretty late now, got to turn in soon...
Oyasumi Nasai...

♥ みちよ

/7:45 AM

This was the pictures I had to draw and paint for my N'level Art paper 2.
Title: Journey

This is my final piece, there is still so much room for improvement.

I need to practice more on my art... oh well hopefully I'll get an A for this.

♥ みちよ

/7:24 AM

Here's my house.
Ha ha just joking... I took these pictures at the show house at my estate.
They look so beautiful isn't it...
My dream home, well something like that...
It's well furnish too!
This is the living room

This is the masterbed room
Dinning area
Piano corner
Kitchen
Bathroom

This house looks so, so good! It's price is around 1.75 to 2.95 million.
Let's dream.... I'll buy myself a bangalow next time, if I have my own family... ^^

♥ みちよ

Saturday, October 6, 2007 /2:50 PM

When to watch Resident Evil: Extinction just now together with my Brother.
This movie is great... although it was kind of short but still, I love it.
There were Zombies everywhere, was frigten by some parts of the movie, kept on jumping up on my seat. Ha ha >.<

She has super-human strength and psychokinetic abilities and the way she fights are awesome!
People go and watch this show, it is much, much better then the previous one.
It opens on the 11th October 2007
unless you can catch the sneak previews, you just need to pay a little more.
Well Got to go now, it's getting late.
Jaa Ne!

♥ みちよ

Thursday, October 4, 2007 /1:53 PM

Yatto Shikenwa Owarimashita! Finally, Exams are over! Let's celebrate man! Yatta, yatta, yatta!
Haha, gonna be crazy soon ^^.
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Had Geography paper on Monday morning @ 8am. It wasn't easy nor difficult, one or two tough questions too. Overall, I think I may pass and hopefully with high marks >.<
Math paper 1 was @ 2pm, Zyann, Jolin and I went to McDonald's at AMK for breakfast first, since there was so much time left. There was some tough questions of crouse, but was able to complete the whole paper in time.
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Science paper was on Tuesday, we were almost late for our chemistry paper. Oh my, lucky we made it just in time... was able to complete Physics paper smoothly but, not for Chemistry. It wasn't very difficult but somehow there wasn't any brain juice left in my head when it came to the tougher questions. What's worse, after leaving the examination hall; I've realise that I had a few spelling mistakes... ahrax! -_- waste marks ...
After my paper I rushed home to complete my Art work... it's just so tiring ...
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Art paper was @ 8am this morning. I was able to complete everything within the 3 hours. When I looked around the hall at some of my friend's art pieces, and it was pretty nice... everyone did put in a lot of effort in it. I hope that everyone will pass... ^^
Math paper 2 was next @ 2pm. Ahraxx wans't sure how to do question 2. The one about a polygon has interior angles of 162 degrees .... haizz there's nothing I can do right now ...
Well right now hope that I'll be able to pass with good marks for every subject ^_^
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Went to the town area with Zyann after our last paper today. Oh man, finally I'm able to rest my mind, hang out with friends, practice more piano pieces, blog, go for my morning jogs, watching ANIME and some other stuffs that I enjoy doing.
Went to Heeren for our late lunch, view some CDs & VCDs at HMV, took pictures at the print club and simply walking around, enjoying every moment of our lives. Although our energy was drain out, we did enjoy ourselves ^^,
Thanks Shoujo for today again!

♥ みちよ

/10:34 AM

Here are the neoprints that Zyann and I took >.<
Don't laugh please. (*>.<*)

Three years of Friendship!

Friendship Forever man!
Innocent Gals, Ha ha... this Picture looks funny
Yatta! Yatto Shikenwa Owarimashita!
Had so much fun today!!! ^^ Domo arigato gozaimasu no Kumiko !

♥ みちよ