Thursday, August 30, 2007 /12:40 PM
5 more days to N'level MT paper!
Study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study!!!!!
I'm just so drain out ... Headaches everyday ... stomach upsets and feeling so moody too .... better of dead most of the time ... it's the 7th month, I know that I can't say something like that but it's just the facts...
Studying Social studies like crazy, sustaining Singapore and Singapore's industries development topics just can't get into my head, and I'm very bad in source-based questions too. What to do!
How about Chinese?!?! There isn't much help at home, all based on self-study!!!! I'm gonna kill myself soon ... Ahraxx!!! -_-""""
English must improve much, much better this time, aiming for a B3 this time ... Having a pass for Chinese is a miracle and must die, die get at least B3 for SS ... Oh my tian ah ....
Studied together with Zyann today ^^ Went for lunch first and went to buy chocolates for Teacher's day gifts and one for ourselves too ... found a quite place and settled down and started studying.
Getting out of the house to study once in a while is good ... or else I'll feel like a trapped bird in a cage. Hmm.... *sigh
Oh well, got to go back and study again ... Oh man, I need to sleep early !!!
Matane!
♥ みちよ
Friday, August 24, 2007 /11:20 AM
Ms Wong is really disappointed with the class again. Many had really bad results for their English papers, and she was really upset about it. She shared her past experiences and of crouse burst into tears. I think she would feel so much better after sharing it together with us ... and hopefully it would go into at least some of my classmates hearts ... and think of the type of life they want to have in future.
Like I said, it is so difficult to get your goals and wants, lots of perspiration and time have to be sacrificed first. No matter how hard it is or no matter how hard difficult it is, never give up. Do something about it and find the solutions to solve the problems.
Ms Wong did say a few things that reminded me of so, so much of my past ... how I wish not to remember it at all somehow. But all I got to do is to stay quite and listen to her and her sharing, so thank you Ms Wong.
I think one way to save at least some of my classmates who are willing to do well have to really start studying hard for the exams, it is not too late if they start now. Get into a study group so that everyone will be able to help one another, oh and try to joke less in times, it might distract one another ^^. And to me, maybe one way of improving English is to speak in correct English more often, practice writing more often and also read more newspapers and pick up the words that you are not familiar with.
On top of everything, stop talking about other subjects and into your little conversations that are not even related to the lesson. Pay attention in class and stop that bad habit, it will definitely benefit yourself and the rest of the class.
So, even if you fail in everything, set your goals and really manage yourself and strive for it, your not doing this for the teachers, school or even your parents, it's for yourself. The only thing that stands in your way from reaching your goals is yourself and no one else.
Look into the mirror and do some reflections, its your life that you are playing and no one else.
Time won't wait for you forever, eventually something might happen in the end ... and who wants to struggling in their life forever, no one at all ... no one ...
You hold on to your future and you create your own future ...
It's my very first time in my whole 10 years of education to have my name called out for getting high grades for my English composition. I'm just so relieve and now that I've improve, I must keep up the pace and work hard for it and to score much, much better for it. And I seriously need to buck up with my Comprehension section.
There are still so many subjects I weak in, I need to really spent more time in my studies ...
Ms Wong " those who are playing hard and not studying hard, stop playing so hard and study harder. Those who are not playing hard but studying too hard, play more" Haha, the first person I was thinking of was myself ... Can't believe it ... anyways I will definitely enjoy myself after the exams, so its okay if I suffer now then later.
Now I shall look forward to those who had scored better then me, and I shall work harder enough to beat them in their scores ... Must improve to erase the past ... and maybe to also show to my parents that they have brought me up well, and not to worry about me again...
Zyann's back on track, glad to have her presences again, so that I'm able to disturb her >.< hahaha ... Thanks for all the gifts Zyann, I appreciate them a lot, honto ni arigato gozaimasu!
We shall study hard together and be together in the same class next year in Sec 5. Oh and not forgetting about Jolin too, work hard girl.
... oh well, back to studies now, the N'levels are in 10 days time. There isn't much time left ...
Oh gosh, I feel so drain out ...
♥ みちよ
Thursday, August 23, 2007 /11:14 AM
Got back most of my results, failed two subjects ... I'm so weak in my studies, just manage to pass geo, ss and english .... I'm gonna tear every single piece of paper!!! EVERY!
Must study super hard for all subjects, or else its over ...
Overall, I still manage to get 2 As to push up my marks ... failed chinese as usual and who knows, I actually failed my Physics and Section B of Chemistry, eventually landing myself with a Big fat F, Fail! What on Earth am I landing myself into?!?!
English is at a huge risk right now, not too sure about paper 1 yet and had a just pass for paper 2. Please, never fail english .... NEVER .... Oh my tian ah ... What to do ... That means I need to start revising even more starting by today and all the way till the exams are all over ... Use less computer, well maybe for blogging important stuffs ^^ Oh and less watching of Anime >.< ahraxxxx :(
Zyann Please come back to school tomorrow, kind of boring without you sometimes ...
Oh well "sigh" Ja Ne
♥ みちよ
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 /1:00 PM
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哀しみの向こう岸に
微笑みがあるというよ
哀しみの向こう岸に
微笑みがあるというよ
たどり着くその先には
何が僕らを待ってる?
逃げるためじゃなく 夢追うために
旅に出たはずさ 遠い夏のあの日
明日さえ見えたなら ため息もないけど
流れに逆らう舟のように
今は 前へ 進め
苦しみの尽きた場所に
幸せが待つというよ
僕はまだ探している
季節はずれの向日葵
こぶし握りしめ 朝日を待てば
赤い爪あとに 涙 キラリ 落ちる
孤独にも慣れたなら
月明かり頼りに
羽根なき翼で飛び立とう
もっと 前へ 進め
雨雲が切れたなら
濡れた道 かがやく
闇だけが教えてくれる
強い 強い 光
強く 前へ 進め
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♥ みちよ
Sunday, August 19, 2007 /9:51 AM
Wasted so much time today on relaxing ... >.< Hahaha
4 hours of watching Anime, 1 hour of using the computer, 2 hours on other shows, 2 hours of spending money buying stuffs and don't know what else I would do later ... I think I should read some books... or else I won't feel very comfortable... I need to watch movies at the cinemas !!! too many movies not yet watched .... Oh well nothing much to blog now, I wanna watch my VCD now .... Ja Ne
♥ みちよ
Saturday, August 18, 2007 /12:26 PM
Monday - Social Studies Paper
Tuesday - Math Paper 1
Wednesday - Geography Paper
Thursday - Math Paper 2 & Art Paper
Friday - C. Science Paper
Well finally the prelims are over and 18 more days to go for my N' Level papers ... I shall relax for two or three days and continue to revise well for my subjects. I must be well prepare this time, no more regrets ...
Prelims wasn't easy or difficult at all, I wonder how well I did for the exams this time. Pray for the best.
Never ever give up, I will never give up in anything I do and dream for. No matter how hard it will be, even it is like hell, never will I. Honto ni desu yo
Life could be so much pain, so much regrets and never prefect, it's hard to stay strong, honesty... sometimes I just felt of letting everything go ... Demo... in my heart I knew that there is still hope and a special fragment in my heart that helped me to stay strong.
Always to belive no matter how hard the times will be. >.< ^^
♥ みちよ
Monday, August 13, 2007 /2:59 PM
That's my cake, a simple black forest cake. Didn't had the time to follow my mum to choose it, or else I would had gotten a Tiramitsu one. Anyway, I still thank her for this cake ^^
It's sacrifice time! No more time to waste, no even a second. Studied SS and practiced Math the whole Morning, afternoon and Late night till now. At least my Dad brought us for dinner, my celebration. Having SS Prelim paper tomorrow, got to do my best, since there isn't much time to study well for all my subjects, now I shall depend mostly on what I had paid attention in class. Well actually like what my Dad said to me, most importantly paying attention in class and going back just to revise through what the teacher, is enough. Hopefully I would have the strength to stay awake and to concentrate well in class and not to be distracted easily by others or something. Oh well, I better turn in now, or else I won't be able to do well for my paper tomorrow... Ja Ne!
♥ みちよ
Friday, August 10, 2007 /2:22 PM
Happy Birthday Daddy!
Today is my Dad's Birthday and Singapore's 42th Birthday!
Did celebrate my Dad's B day yesterday, so there isn't much to celebrate to day.
Spent almost the whole morning studying for the prelims ...
Later My Dad brought us to SRC for lunch, after lunch we walked to a Raffles City, Arabelle and I quickly roamed into every Apparel shops :P well not all. Finally I'm able to buy some clothes for so many months... But took that as a present from my mum ^^
WE'RE GONNA TO THE NDP SHOW @ MARINA BAY!
I wonder how my parents got the tickets, however my sis and bro didn't went with us :( My bro had some project to attend. Anyway, here's my Extraordinary Berry Sorbet from Ben and Jerry's. It's pretty nice ... can't remember how much was it,but do try it! It's good ^^
Walking towards the entrance. Oh look at the huge FLYER!
We had to go through security checks first before entering the stadium ...
At the stadium
The programme is about to start soon ...
The marching begins ...
♥ みちよ
Wednesday, August 8, 2007 /9:44 AM
I had my English Prelims yesterday, it wasn't easy and difficult, really hope I'm able to pass well this time ...
Had my MT prelims today, I'm gave my best shot, hopefully I'm able to get at least a pass ... Well if I didn't do well for MT paper, then I've nothing else to say ... what I know is that I gave my very best shot.
Some of my classmates were late for the second Mt paper, because of that we were told to stay back. Both the 4As had to walk up and down from the hall and back to our examination rooms, ours was on the 4th level, so it was kind of hell for everyone. One of my classmate was sick, so he stepped out ... I was about to die at that moment too, I almost thought that I would faint, I'm so called "sick" now, suffering from headaches, flu, coughs and the feeling of vomiting. Everyone wasn't happy about it, I mean who would ... it was very unpleasant, the teachers should check the students health before punishing, what happens if a person dies on the spot?!?! Okay that will be kind of serious ... maybe not to that extend, but what if ....
Okay got to rush with my studies and my art prelim coursework ... art is sure very time consuming ... it's just so stressing if I'm unable to finish it on time ...
Ja Ne!
♥ みちよ
Friday, August 3, 2007 /1:22 PM
School has been so tiring for me these few days, feeling so, so sleepily somehow. 4 more days to prelims ... I'm not too ready for it yet, I feel that I'm not prepared yet, there are just too many forgotten stuffs and I need more practice. Exams, exams, exams ...
A further studies seminar was arranged for us sec 4 & sec 5 students today, it was something like last year ... I was listening to the talks but I kept on closing my eyes, eventually falling asleep ...
I just can't seem to understand why do people need to talk so much when someone else is speaking or giving a speech to them ...
People seem to have high expectations among the express classes and low expectations among normal academic. However, people don't have ANY high expectations for the express students ... They just can't seem to keep their mouth shut, minna urusai ! they kept on talking and talking, and worst still, subjects that are not even related with the concerns of the seminar are brought up.
No self-discipline at all ...... Oh Gosh .... can't be bothered about them anymore man, waste of my time, energy, effort and breath .... well not all express students but actually most of them ... some academic students are about the same, so don't judge us wrongly ... just in case if you don't know this, there are some academic students who are MUCH more mature then the express students ....
Ahraxx, can't be bother about them ....
I rather go to bed now, which I'm going to ....
Jaa Ne ...
♥ みちよ
Thursday, August 2, 2007 /1:29 PM
Finally I'm done with my N'level Coursework! Finished with the 5 piece boards and this two finally ones below... you might be wondering why I'm doing two instead of one like the others, it is because I'm doing it in 2 A3 size watercolour paper instead of one huge A2 size broad? Mine is much more detailed that's another reason ...
However, can't celebrate right now ... there is still my prelims to go ... So sad :( Wanna rest!!!
♥ みちよ