Went back to school today for Super High Achievers programme. It reminds me of Super-teen camp by Genius. It's a pretty interesting camp and it really reminded me of what I've learnt in the past and reminds me to look forward towards life.
Everyone else just can't seem to keep quite, that is something that I still don't get it in life. Someone is trying to explain to you so much about life and what you can do to improve yourself better, and the people here just kept on talking and talking ... well can't comment on that too much, there's no point at all.
Skipped breaks and lunch too, I just didn't have the appetite of eating so did Jolin.
When coach Bary asked us to think of a few questions ...
1) Who was the teacher/teachers you like most
2) Who was the teacher/teachers you dislike most
3) Who was your friend/classmate you treasure most
4) Who was your friend/classmate you dislike most
And he called out two name, a girl and a guy.
I was the girl, I got a shock of my life. I was shaking from head to toe... I never like to share about my own personal stuffs to people, especially my past which was terrible to recall ...
I can't think clearly of what I had to say, all of that pressure I had from all of my friends, all of them are waiting for me to say something. There was something inside of me telling me to hurry speak up but my voice just can't be heard.
Finally I manage to say something about the teacher/teachers I like most. Whats worst, Coach Bary asked me another question "Who was your friend/classmate you treasure most and how much impact did this person had on me" The very first person came up my mind was my long lost friend, Karen. It's like, I took up my entire life power just to speak about it, it was just too hard to recall ... And yes, an emotional person like me did sheared tears ... it was just too difficult to tell to others what I had lost. Well don't wanna talk about it again ...
That AVA room was so cold that I shivered from head to toe. When I tried to control my upper body my lower body shivered real badly and my teeth kept on shaking too ... guess that I didn't had any food to keep myself warm nor water which I forgotten to bring. Am I trying to kill myself? :P
Finally I'm at home now, I'm able to rest now ... Oh there is still something I've not done for tomorrow ... Okay gotta go now! JA NE!
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