•くらやみ • S Ë C R Ë † • {If you could live forever, what would you live for?}

In my world it's different.

思いもよらない夢を
なぜだろう
見てる　毎日
君のことはもう
忘れたはずなのに
この胸に止めどなく溢れてく

君のすべてを誰よりも　そう
こんなに想っているのに
また今日もひとり目が覚めたなら
叶わない夢　知りながら
君に　溺れてく

今夜眠りにつく頃　そっと
私の夢で会いに来て
数えきれない夜をそう君と
過ごせたなら　もう何も
いらなかったのに...

会いたい　会えない
気持ちと　現実が
目の前が滲み歪んで見えるよ
どうかお願い　もう泣かないで
心迷ってしまうけど

† あたし †

. Beatrice .
. Michiyo .
. LEO .

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† ゆめ †

Get into NAFA.
Do well for DBA.
Get a Grand Piano.
Learn how to drive.
Create a Master Piece.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 /12:05 PM

雨に濡れた頬は　

涙の匂いがした

優しい眼差しの

たびびと

静かに響いてる

なつかしい音楽

思い出せない記憶

彷徨う

夢は飛び立つの小さな翼で

想いの消えない場所まで

二人で

遠い海を空を越えて

暗い夜の中で

私を照らしてる

優しい眼差しの

貴方に

会いたい…

♥ みちよ

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 /11:01 AM

Looking through my results again, I didn't do as well as last year... Need to use this holiday to buck up with all my work. I think I need help with most subjects... I'm not all that good, actually I'm not that good in my studies at all, kind of struggling in most of the subjects I have ... I need to improve every single subject I have, if not I can kiss my N'levels and entering into Sec 5 good-bye. Need to find study buddies to help me out ... "Zyann are you free?" Need to rush for my N'level Art Coursework by this holiday soon ... not much time ...
Piano practical examination is on July and I have not touch on my 3rd piece, I'm dead ...
Need to improve on my English too, can't afford to fail English at all. Need to improve in my Math, science, humanities and most especially my Chinese ... Hmm ... there is just too much things to do in life ...
Okay gotta before my Brother kills me again for using his computer ... :P
Ja

♥ みちよ

Monday, May 28, 2007 /12:30 PM

Navy Open House

Today we went to Singapore Expo hall 1 and queued up in order to ride a bus to Changi Naval Base. The queue was so long that we had to wait for at least 2 hours ... just take a look at the queue ...

It is the time to test our patience ... Some did give up and went to the Great Singapore sale at Hall 2 ...

The one on the top is a torpedo ... can't really remember what's the name of it ...

This place sure has a beautiful view however, it was torching hot, the sun was so hot and bright ... Oh gosh, luckily I applied sun block before leaving the house.

♥ みちよ

Sunday, May 27, 2007 /1:29 PM

Oh Finally School holidays are HERE! ^^ Family day was kind of fun for me ... kind of tired after the programme ... our game stall named "Catch it if You Can!" where one would need to use tracing paper to catch guppies however, it didn't work so two of our stall members went to buy small transparent plastic bags. From guppies, it became goldfish, the one who was in charge of getting the guppies bought goldfish instead ... heard that there wasn't any guppies left that's why ... ^^ Most of us tried to use the plastic bag to catch the fish, it looks as if it is easy to catch but it is not ... In the end I had to use my hands to carefully catch the fishes ... poor Zyann, she was trying so hard to stay away from the fishes ... All of us did have fun ...
Went into 4a2 haunted house too ... it scared my whole life out of me! Was screaming from the start to the end ... had head aces after that ... Thank God I have Zyann with me, was hugging her so tightly, and Zyann fell down, I was so worried... was so relived when she was able to stand up on her own ...
Jolin went to my house too ... stayed for awhile and head to TP at around 3.15pm, I felt like having something nice to drink so we head there ... and went for window shopping too ...
Came back home and had a quick shower ... okay its not a quick shower, I took 20 mins ... ^^
And went out again together with my family to Thong Soon estate for a community bonding programme ... I'm not even living around there LOL ... And learnt how to cook Mee Go Reng from my Dad ... it tasted so good!!! ^^
Well feeling really tired now so gotta and sleep ... Oyasumi Nasai!

♥ みちよ

Thursday, May 24, 2007 /1:29 PM

Today's life in school wasn't good at all ... I had so many injuries because of PE lessons. We played Ruby, I'm not really good at it ... and I was not too sure how to play the game well, kind of confuse about the positions and the way to pass the ball. Had injuries on my right shoulder, left foot and ankle, my chin and above my stomach ... I don't want to go to school anymore ... My mum actually allowed me to stay at home today but because of my responsibility as a monitress, I can't be absent ... our class monitor won't be in class and so is Zyann ... I can't ask the treasurer, he has his own job to do ...
Another reason is because of Ms Wong, this morning I was standing beside her and I started to cough ... she said "why are you coughing?... you're not allow to cough, you're not allow to be sick, you are my monitress, you can't be sick... " oh gosh ... too many things to think of ...
What's worse, during SS lessons Ms Noor let us watch a Horror Movie "Don't look back" it's a Malay horror true story ... when the scary part was shown I threw my file that was on my hand just to cover my eyes ... everything just flew ... Poor Aaron had to suffer from noise pollution ... He was sitting between Char and I, both of us shouted and the impact of it hurt his ears ... Gomen Ne! Had water in my eye while watching it, I didn't even dare to watch the show, I put my head on the table and tried to cover my ears so that I won't listen to the sounds ... In the end my whole body was shaking ... I will not watch any Horror Movies again ... NEVER! Zyann wasn't even with me ... and the others are so interested in it, I was like the only one who didn't want to watch it at all ... Well majority wins ...
Doshite .... Doshite ....

♥ みちよ

Monday, May 21, 2007 /1:46 PM

Today I followed my mum to the new centre at Ponggol. The place was so dirty because of the renovation, and we had to clean the whole place up. We started at around 11.30 am? I helped to vacuum the floor and my auntie mopped the floor. However, I end up mopping the floor too. The whole area of the place was twice as large as my house, plus the garden. I smelled horrible, don't come near me! This is how dirty it was ...

Just look at her mopping the floor, she doesn't even know how to stand properly ... Ha ha ha, she needs more training ...

Later on Arabelle helped me to wash the toilets ... stepping inside the toilet was like stepping inside a forest, millipedes were everywhere!... Yes I did played with water too, and it was fun. Both Arabelle and I looked like we had a shower. Look how clean the toilet is now ...

We had to clean up two rooms, luckily the second room was the size of my living room ... We ended everything at around 5.30pm? Head back home right after we packed up.
My mum had to go for dinner later on, we were not asked to come along until my dad called back home and told us that we will be joining them for dinner as well. All of us got ready and left for the restaurant. Got back about 10.05pm and now finally I'm able to rest ...
What a day ... I'm beat out, can't move a muscle ... There's school tomorrow, gotta rest now, Ja!

♥ みちよ

Sunday, May 20, 2007 /11:20 AM

Watched "Blades of Glory" together with my sister today. You could laugh from the start to the end ... this is a good comedy movie!
Later on, the both of us went to metro. Looked around for hours and only got a blouse for her. Yup, this is my first time buying clothes for my own sister. I'm not even working yet ... ha ha ha. It feels as if I'm her mother.
Two more episode of 'Shakugan No Shanna' and I'm done watching the whole series, can't wait to continue on with the other Anime 'Mai Otome'.
Because of the exams I missed watching 'Black Cat' >_< I hope I could find the last 2 episodes on YouTube.
Ja!

♥ みちよ

Thursday, May 17, 2007 /7:59 PM

Finally I got back all of my result. I'm not satisfied with my results at all, at least my English improved.
English - 60/100
Chinese - 47/100
Math - 62/100
CHum - 62/100
CScience - 67.5/100
Art - 84/100
Failing my Chinese is not surprising at all, passing it is then surprising. Still had a very bad cold and kept on going to the toilet just to clear it, and made loads of noise in class too just because of my nose. Oh man, it is just so tiring to have a nose like mine. Think I'm having a cough too ... gotta take care of myself.
Zyann was so addicted with her SUDOKU book ... she was so busy with her it even while she was checking her exam papers. A multi-task person indeed! Ha ha ha ...
I wonder what would we be doing tomorrow, since the exams are over for term 2 ... something good I hope. Gotta go now, need to use the bathroom ... Ja!

♥ みちよ

/10:37 AM

Yatto Shiken wa Owarimashita! Yesterday 2 of my friends accompanied me to hunt for a bag for my mother as a Mother's Day gift Jolene & Zong Jin. Met up at 12noon @ J8 and searched for it till 4.30pm but still can't seem to find a suitable one for her. Jolene had to leave us because she had to meet up with her family for dinner. So Zong and I decide to look around for the bag at Orchard, but there was no hope, there was my kinds of bag there, they have the latest ones too ... The only problem is that it is just way above my budget. Left Orchard for Causeway Point at 5.30pm, and there finally I bought a prefect bag for my mum ...

Poco Belo that cost $59.90 and it is worth it. Thanks Jolene and Zong Jin for the fun but tiring time we had.
My mum was happy to receive the bag, she was so happy and I was too. We had some carnival later in that afternoon, did some voluntary. I helped to sell local food at 50cents each, it was tiring but I did had fun and learnt how to attract customers to buy something from you, my mum was great, she sold many boxes of biscuit at a go! Sugoi Ne!
My cold became worse after today, I kept on sneezing in the night ... I looked like a clown with a red nose. Ha ha ha ...
Oh well gotta go and rest now, before my nose drop to the ground.
Don't wanna look like MJackson ... hmm ....
Ja Ne!

♥ みちよ

Sunday, May 13, 2007 /9:25 AM

Just take a look at my messy study desk ... All thanks to the exams, my desk looks terrible! Thank God my parents didn't notice it ... Ha Ha Ha

♥ みちよ

Tuesday, May 1, 2007 /12:10 PM

Two papers down and seven more to go ... Yap, exams started! Don't really have enough time to study for all subjects. I'm dead meat, that's for sure. Time do pass by so fast. My Chinese paper is killing me ... my classmate even asked me the answers for it. I'm so weak in my Chinese, I thought that I'm the one who should ask you for the answers ... OK I'm confused ... You are just gonna fail if you copy my answers. As for my English, it turn out not too bad however I hope that I'm able to pass well this time, and must improve too! so as my Chinese, GOSH' please pass! Studying like crazy these few days, I'm just checking some mail and doing some research on my Art ... Too many things to think of now ... well gotta go now and take a short 30 mins nap before studying again ... Ja Ne!

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