25 more days to exams! oh man, got to start studying now, not much time left. Schooling is so frustrating right now. So tired, sleepy and too many activities. Feel like breaking down sometimes, just want to let everything go. Somehow, I don't even know what life is about anymore. People are getting irritating, ignoring, restless, rude, no self-respect or towards others and no sense of humour. People are starting to think highly of themselves, looking down on others, tell me, how worse can it get then this crazy world.
Once, I took a glance of my class, and told to myself, how many people I know now will be successful in life in 10 years down the road. Looking at the others worries me, especially those who I care more.

Just to fine the right happiness to share and to hold on forever ... So many things unknown but yet to be found, holding on to memories that was once lost and forgotten fragments of dreams flown away. No matter how much I try sometimes, I would just sink back down with a huge regret. Crying inside of me, craving for freedom, hidden behind darkness and sorrow.

Someone ... just someone ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

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